Monday, July 6, 2009

A Break

I really need your help. I mean, I don't know what to do.
I know I don't quite act like it, but I'm beginning to think I like you.
Well, you're my friend! So, of course I want to be wherever you are.
Of course I'd utterly hate the idea of us ever being apart.
Of course I've lost track of how much you make me smile.
Of course I can see us one day walking down that aisle.

Uh ... wait ... nah, that's not what I meant.
Get all thoughts of marriage out of your head!
I mean, we're just friends ... right? That's what we should be.
It's like my mind knows the truth but, my heart is not pleased.
I don't know what I'm saying right now. I'm not sure how I feel.
But I do know that I don't want to lose you unexpectedly.

I don't want to take you for granted, assuming you'll always be here,
Thinking I have time to sort out my emotions, to work on what we share
Or what I think we do. I just can't understand why this is happening.
Really! You're not exactly my type ... not the person I was expecting
To be the man God intended to love me with all his might
But if you are, I can say that I am pleasantly surprised

Uh ... what am I doing? What am I setting myself up for?
You probably don't see me that way, never thought of me like that before.
Whatever ... it doesn't matter. I just need to bury all these thoughts.
I need to forget that I don't mind the corny jokes or crazy remarks.
And I definitely need to forget that we're similar in so many ways.
Yea ... OK, that's it. I really think we need a break.